Jamais vu

Well Christmas has been packed away, the New Year party came and went and all signs are gone.  I loved having Christmas around this year.  I had a great pleasure from looking at the special ornaments, the lights, the red, the gold, the familiar and now it's all gone.

It's strange it's almost like it didn't actually happen, I enjoyed, I blinked and it was over.

Things seem to pass so quickly, I take time to saviour, I appreciate, I feel the joy and they still just pass on by.  I feel like hanging onto them tightly and refusing to let go.  Why do things keep moving so fast, I'm struggling to keep up with the pace.

So was Christmas an illusion?  Did it happen?  I'm guessing my credit card bill will be the moment of truth!

Everything just seems a little surreal at the moment.